the Yuri is my Job! anime is GOING TO KILL ME from pausing every 30 seconds to cringe from second hand embarrassment

i have to pause anime A LOT of the time for this very reason. this first episode was REAL bad for that lol. I dont mean the show is bad (I ENJOYED MY STAY), just i am PHYSICALLY UNABLE to watch socially awkward things continuously. Im sure this is very normal.